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Thoughts of Life

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After a while you learn

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The subtle difference

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Between holding a hand

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And claiming a soul

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That love doesn’t mean learning

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And company doesn’t mean security.

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And you begin to learn

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That kisses aren’t compromises

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And presents aren’t promises

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And you begin to accept your defeats

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With your head up and your eyes ahead

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With the grace of a woman or man

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Not the grief of a child.

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And you learn to build all your loads on today

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Because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans.

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And futures have a way of falling in mid-flight.

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After a while you learn

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That even sunshine burns when you ask too much.

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So plant your garden

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And decorate your own soul

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Instead of waiting for someone to buy you flowers.

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And you learn

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That you can really endure

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That you are really strong

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And you really do have worth.

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And you learn.

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I copied this from my cousin’s bulletin and it became apparent to me that life doesn’t end here. In fact, life has much to offer, it is not just what I had in the past but it is much much bigger and more worthwhile than I think. Perhaps, I should not be depressed if I feel the world has turned me down coz it is just a phase after all. I may be sad by now but bet you, time will come that laughter will just be laid on my bare hands. You will regret the moment you turned your back on me coz one day you will realize how much you have wasted. It is just time that can tell and I get excited when hearing a tick from a clock knowing that every sound of it just means a second nearer to what I suppose I want to happen. You will see me again not by a week or month or even years after I write this but perhaps decades or more and suddenly everything will flash you back to where we were before and make you feel the pain I felt when you made me hope to what I knew was just a huge jest of time. I hoped, yes I did, coz you made me to. No I am not foolish even though I fell for your trap for even the most stupid person can tell that you made a victim out of me instead. I was innocent and true and yet you laughed your butt out of it; what dared you to do that?!? Your flaunting ego? Huh, I believe in karma and time will come that everything you have done will come back to you. Just wait ’til you will go insane. Wait ’til everything goes uncontrollable, not even by you.

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